she is really my true friend as i took her all my last ten years . i cried for her not once but many many times without telling her . she was and is my one in my lifetime . but i shocked when i knew that she didn't care for me anymore but herself and her life . when heart felt like someone broke it not just once but thousands of times . she smashed the only true meaning of how to be there for someone . she smashed the soul of feeling that you need someone to care for you . how can i trust anyone after that . she was the trusted one in my whole days . that was a surprise